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Chapter 9 - The Three Plastic Horses

Three weeks later, the morning fog had lifted early, leaving the garden behind the house on Broadway warm and still.

The hydrangeas were in full flower—huge, heavy spheres of periwinkle and soft violet that leaned over the brick retaining walls. In the center of the lawn, a small cedar swing set had been erected by two carpenters from the shipyard, its timber smelling of fresh resin and mountain forest.

Emma was swinging. Her left foot was encased in a soft, leather-lined orthopedic shoe with three Velcro straps, but she was kicking both legs toward the sky, her yellow sweater replaced by a thick cream-colored wool cardigan that Mrs. Higgins had knit for her from Scottish yarn.

"Higher, Mr. Michael! Higher!"

Michael stood behind her, pushing gently with both hands against the middle of her back, catching her on the descent and lifting her back into the morning sun.

"That's as high as we go until your foot is three weeks older, Emma," he said, laughing softly.

On the terrace, Clara sat at an iron table with a stack of architectural blueprints spread out between two cups of tea. She wore a simple navy linen dress, her hair cut short in a clean, modern bob that framed her face. The red rash on her forearms had faded to faint pink patches, and her cheeks had filled out until she looked like the thirty-year-old woman she actually was, rather than the ghost who had stood by the ironer on Sixth Street.

She was reviewing the floor plans for the Mason Street intake center with Mrs. Higgins.

"We need more storage on the ground floor, Mrs. Higgins," Clara was saying, her voice steady, confident, and completely clear. "When women come in from the night busses, they don't want to carry their suitcases up the stairs before they know where their children are going to sleep. They need a place to leave the heavy things right by the door."

"Quite right, my dear," Mrs. Higgins agreed, pouring more tea. "Take the space from the administrative office. Michael doesn't need twenty feet of desk space to sign a check."

Scarlet came walking across the lawn, carrying a small cardboard shoe box.

She was wearing a dark green school tunic over a crisp white cotton shirt—the uniform for the junior school at Hamlin. Her knees were clean; the old, knotted tights had been replaced by dark wool knee-socks that stayed up without slipping. She walked with that same quiet, observant grace she had shown on the terrace of Lucent Sky, but the tension had left her shoulders. Her chin was up.

She stopped beside Michael.

"Look," she said.

She opened the shoe box.

Inside, resting on a bed of green felt that Mrs. Higgins had cut from an old card-table cover, were the three plastic dollar-store horses. They had been washed until the gray dirt of the Alder Hotel was gone from their manes. Beside them sat three tiny wooden stalls that Michael had carved from scrap pine in the basement workshop over the weekend.

"They have their own room now," Scarlet said.

"They do," Michael agreed, looking down at the small wooden boxes.

"Scarlet," Michael said, crouching down on the grass beside her. "Do you still look for the bread when you go into a room?"

Scarlet looked at him. She was quiet for a long time, watching Emma swing back and forth against the blue backdrop of the bay.

"Sometimes," she said honestly. "When we walk into the school lunchroom, I look at the baskets by the counter first. Just to see how many there are."

"And what do you see?"

"There are always eight baskets," she said. "And the lady with the white hat smiles at me."

"She smiles because you belong there, Scarlet," Michael said.

Scarlet reached into her pocket. She didn't pull out a horse this time. She pulled out a small, flat piece of white paper, folded into four neat quarters.

"I made this for you," she said. "In art class. With the lady who has the silver hair."

Michael took the paper. He unfolded it carefully, using the tips of his fingers so he would not crease the heavy construction stock.

It was a drawing made with colored wax crayons.

In the center was a large square table covered in a white cloth. On the table was a bread basket, drawn with thick brown strokes, overflowing with twenty tiny yellow rolls that had small red hearts drawn in the center of the crumb. Around the table were five stick figures: three small ones in yellow, pink, and blue; one taller one with a red bandana; and one very tall figure in a gray suit with two large, wide hands held open toward the others.

Beneath the drawing, written in the large, irregular printing of a seven-year-old child who was still learning where the margins ended, were five words:

YOU GAVE US THE BREAD.

Michael looked at the drawing. He looked at the thick brown wax of the basket, and the small stick figure with the open hands.

He felt something crack open behind his ribs—not with pain, but with the sudden, overwhelming release of forty years of cold rain, forty years of walking past bakeries on Tenth Avenue, forty years of sitting in corner tables wondering why the money never made the rooms feel any warmer.

He did not hide his face. He let the tear fall down his cheek, clear and bright in the June sun, dropping onto the green grass of the ridge.

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"Thank you, Scarlet," he whispered.

"You're welcome, Michael," she said, leaning her head against his shoulder as the cedar swing creaked softly in the morning air.

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