Chapter 2 - The Table by the Glass

The chair legs scraped softly against the limestone as two young back-waiters, wide-eyed and moving with frantic care, carried three mahogany dining chairs from the indoor salon to Table Fourteen. Dennis stood by the service station near the glass double doors, his hands clasped behind his back, his jaw clamped so tight the muscles bulged against his earlobes.
Michael helped Emma first. She was feather-light—so light that when he lifted her by her ribs to place her onto the deep leather cushion, he felt the ridges of her small bones through the worn wool of the yellow sweater. She could not have weighed forty pounds. Her wrists were tiny sticks, the veins showing translucent blue against skin that had the pale, papery look of prolonged vitamin deficiency.
"There," Michael said, tucking the chair in gently so she could reach the table without falling forward.
Lily climbed up next, her movements quick, defensive, like a sparrow expecting a stone. Her washed-out pink dress had three mother-of-pearl buttons missing down the front, replaced by two small brass safety pins that had been bent straight and re-closed with pliers to keep the fabric together. She kept her knees pressed tightly together, her hands folded flat in her lap, watching the other tables with wide, hyper-alert eyes.
Scarlet sat last. She took the chair closest to the terrace railing, positioning herself between Michael and her sisters. She was no older than seven, perhaps seven and a half, but she had the posture of an exhausted mother of forty. Her gaze swept the table: the two silver butter knives, the heavy crystal water glasses, the tiny white porcelain saucer with sea salt flakes, and the round sourdough loaf resting in a folded linen napkin.
"It’s real," Emma whispered, reaching out one index finger. She touched the crust. The loaf was still steaming faintly from the hearth oven. Her finger withdrew instantly, as if she expected the warmth to bite her.
"Take it," Michael said. He pulled the white napkin back, picked up the bread with his bare hands, broke it into three large, jagged pieces, and set the largest chunk directly on Emma’s small plate.
Emma did not wait for butter. She did not wait for a napkin. She sank her teeth into the soft crumb, her eyes closing, her whole body shuddering once from the top of her skull down to her taped shoe. A small sob, no louder than the squeak of a wet floorboard, escaped her throat as she chewed.
Lily took her piece with both hands, holding it close to her chest, breaking off tiny morsels and rolling them between her fingertips before putting them into her mouth, as if trying to make each gram of flour last as long as the night.
Scarlet did not eat. She kept her hands on her knees, watching Michael.
"Where is your mother, Scarlet?" Michael asked. His tone was not an interrogation; it was the tone he used when an engineering team told him an entire database architecture had failed at midnight and they had four hours before market open. Calm. Present. Grounded.
"Working," Scarlet said.
"Where?"
"At the laundry on Sixth."
"And your father?"
Scarlet’s eyes flicked to the bay, where the orange towers of the Golden Gate Bridge were turning charcoal against the purple dusk. "He died in the fire in Redding. Three years ago. When the pines burned."
Michael felt a dull ache settle behind his collarbone. He remembered Redding. The Carr Fire. The smoke had drifted south for three weeks, turning the San Francisco sky the color of a bruised plum, while tech executives bought commercial air scrubbers for their homes in Pacific Heights and stock prices for regional timber firms plummeted and then rebounded.
"What is your mother’s name?"
"Clara," Scarlet said. Her fingers tightened on her dress. "Please don't call the police. The man said he would call the police. If the police come, they put us in the home with the green doors on Pine Street. Clara said if they put us there, they don't let us see each other until we're big."
"No one is calling the police," Michael said. He looked over toward the kitchen doors. Dennis was whispering to a tall man in a navy blazer who wore an earpiece—the head of building security for the Embarcadero Center.
Michael raised his left hand, index finger extended, and held it still in the air for two seconds.
The security officer caught the gesture, looked at Michael’s face, and immediately took two steps back into the hallway, turning his back on Dennis Harrow. The security chief had worked the Embarcadero towers for twelve years; he knew that Dennis Harrow managed a dining room, but Michael Willoughby signed the maintenance contracts that paid his company’s eighty-man payroll.
"Waiter," Michael called out softly.
A young man named David, whose hands were steady despite the sweat gleaming on his temple, stepped to the table with a leather pad. "Yes, Mr. Willoughby?"
"Clear the table," Michael instructed. "Bring three bowls of the chicken consommé. Bring the roasted fingerling potatoes, the buttered egg noodles from the side menu, and the braised short ribs. No pepper. No garlic garnish. Just clean broth, meat, and starch. And bring three glasses of whole milk. Cold."
"Right away, sir."
"Wait," Emma whispered, her mouth still ringed with sourdough crumbs. She looked up at Michael with eyes so large they seemed to take up half her skull. "Does milk cost money here?"
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Michael looked down at the child whose shoes were held together with hardware tape.
"Nothing here costs money tonight, Emma," he said. "Not for you."