Chapter 3 - Ashes and White Lilies

The rain continued through the day of the funeral.
Oakridge Cemetery was draped in black umbrellas. Nearly three hundred people attended the service, though less than a fraction of them had ever known Grace. They were Alexander’s soldiers, capos, politicians on his payroll, and high-society sycophants who moved within the Hayes orbit. To them, the funeral of Grace Hayes was a political event, a display of mourning for the mafia boss’s tragic loss.
I stood beside the small white casket, clad in a plain black dress and a wool coat. I wore no veil. I shed no tears in their presence. My grief was my own; I refused to give these predators a single droplet of my agony.
Alexander stood beside me. In the three days since Grace’s death, he looked as if he had aged a decade. Deep hollows were carved beneath his eyes, his stubble was unkempt, and the broad posture that once commanded fear was sunken, broken inward. He kept his hand firmly on the handle of Grace’s casket, his knuckles white, refusing to let go.
To our right stood his family.
His mother, Eleanor Hayes, stood tall and imposing, wiping away daintily blotted tears with a lace handkerchief. Beside her was Madison, wearing oversized designer sunglasses to hide her face, and next to Madison stood Olivia Carter.
Olivia wore an elegant black veil and a tailored wool coat. She kept her head bowed with an expression of performative devastation, stepping forward periodically as if she were a member of the immediate grieving family.
When the priest finished the final benediction, Olivia stepped toward Alexander.
"Alexander," she whispered, her voice trembling with delicate sorrow as she placed a gloved hand on his forearm. "You must eat something. You haven't slept in days. Grace wouldn't want you to destroy yourself like this."
Alexander flinched, pulling his arm back from her touch as if she were made of white-hot iron. He looked at her, his slate eyes clouded with a dark, unfathomable torment, but he said nothing. He didn't have the strength to speak.
Madison, however, had plenty to say.
"Olivia is right, Alexander," Madison murmured, casting a sharp, resentful glance at me. "Some people are standing here like statues, not even shedding a tear for their own child, while you’re killing yourself. It was an accident. The school’s security failed. It’s not your fault, brother."
I slowly turned my head toward Madison.
My gaze was so dead, so utterly hollow, that the younger woman involuntarily took a step back, shrinking behind her mother’s shoulder.
"Madison," Eleanor Hayes warned her daughter in a low, tight hiss. "Not here."
"I am having Grace cremated," I announced quietly. My voice cut through the damp cemetery air, clear and final.
Alexander snapped his head toward me, panic flashing in his eyes. "What? No. The Hayes family plot is right here, Emily. My father, my grandfather—they are all buried here. Grace belongs with us."
"Grace does not belong to your family," I said, looking him dead in the eye. "She spent the last two hours of her life waiting for a Hayes to show up. She will not spend eternity trapped in your graveyard."
Alexander’s lips trembled. "Emily, please... she’s my daughter too."
"You made your choice on Tuesday at three o'clock, Alexander. You chose Olivia’s party. I am choosing how my daughter rests."
Without waiting for his response, I signaled the funeral directors. Under my explicit legal instructions—filed through my family's attorneys the previous morning—Grace’s casket was lifted into the hearse to be transported to the crematorium.
Alexander stepped forward to stop them, his bodyguards tensing, but I stepped directly into his path.
"If you use your men to touch that casket, Alexander," I whispered, so quietly only he could hear, "I will tell every news camera in Chicago why Grace was standing in the rain. I will tell them that Chicago’s feared mafia lord sacrificed his four-year-old child for a birthday party."
Alexander stopped dead.
His face shattered. The guilt that weighed on his shoulders seemed to crush his spine, and he slowly lowered his head, his hands clenching into useless fists at his sides.
"Emily..." he pleaded, tears spilling freely down his cheeks once more. "Please don't do this to me. Don't shut me out."
"There is nothing left to shut out, Alexander. The house is empty."
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I turned my back on him, walked to my car, and drove away into the gray Chicago rain.
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