Chapter 10 - The Empty Altar

Saturday arrived—the day that was supposed to be Joselyn’s wedding day.
The morning sky was overcast, a soft gray mist hanging over the Hudson Valley. I spent the morning at the Weber Engineering yard, walking through the rows of yellow excavators, cranes, and heavy rigs that Derek had tried to steal out from under me. My mechanics were at work, the sharp ping of wrenches and the rumble of diesel engines filling the air with the music of honest industry.
My foreman, Joe Kowalski, who had worked with Robert since 1998, walked up wiping grease from his hands with a red rag.
"Heard about the scumbag, Frances," Joe said gruffly, his eyes full of protective loyalty. "Boys and I... well, if he ever makes bail, he better not walk anywhere near this district."
"The law is handling it, Joe," I smiled faintly. "The equipment is safe. The firm is secure."
"And your girl?" Joe asked gently.
"She has a very long road ahead of her," I said.
At two o'clock, I drove past Ridgeline Barn. I didn't stop, but from the highway, I saw the great wooden doors were shuttered, the sprawling gravel parking lot empty. There were no white floral arches, no string quartets, no luxury sedans carrying wealthy guests.
There was only the quiet wind rustling through the pines.
Joselyn was sitting in her empty condominium when I arrived unannounced at four.
The living room was littered with cardboard boxes. She had spent the last two days packing up her designer clothes, her shoes, and the remnants of a wedding that would never happen. The pristine white wedding dress hung from the curtain rod, enclosed in a black garment bag like a shroud.
She opened the door wearing an oversized gray sweatshirt, her eyes swollen, her hair pulled back into a messy knot.
"Mom," she breathed, stepping aside.
I walked in, taking in the scene. "The movers will be here at eight tomorrow morning to take your boxes to the storage unit Sandra found for you. The studio apartment lease begins on Monday."
"I know," she said quietly. She walked over to the kitchen counter, where a single cup of tea sat cold. "I got the termination letter from the leasing company today. They're repossessing the Audi on Tuesday."
"Good. You don't need a luxury German car to get to an entry-level drafting job."
She looked at me, her lower lip trembling, but for the first time in her life, she didn't throw a tantrum. The childish entitlement had been scraped away, leaving a raw, wounded human being beneath.
"He never loved me, did he?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper. "Not for one single second."
"No, Joselyn. He didn't," I answered honestly. "Derek Vance Miller loves money, power, and the thrill of duping people who are too vain to question his compliments."
"Why didn't I see it?" she choked out, tears spilling down her cheeks. "Why was I so horrible to you?"
"Because Derek gave you permission to blame me for your shortcomings," I said, stepping closer to her. "It is very easy to hate the parent who demands discipline, responsibility, and truth, especially when someone else arrives offering you a fairy tale built on stolen credit."
Joselyn looked down at her bare left hand, where a cubic zirconia engagement ring had sat until Thursday, when the police confiscated it as evidence purchased with proceeds from the Arizona fraud.
"I don't know who I am without all of this," she whispered.
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"Then you have an opportunity that very few people get," I said. "You get to find out who you are from the foundation up."
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