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Chapter 3 - The Paper Trail of a Ghost

The address on the personnel file Grant pulled from Altura’s corporate parent company wasn't in DUMBO, Brooklyn Heights, or even Queens.

It was in Mott Haven, at the southernmost tip of the Bronx, in a district where the elevated subway tracks threw alternating bars of soot and shadow over low-brick tenements and auto body repair shops with corrugated steel doors.

Grant drove his own car—an old Audi wagon he kept in the basement of the Midtown tower for weekend trips to the upstate reservoirs, a vehicle devoid of the corporate tracking chips installed in the Meridian fleet. He wore jeans and a dark wool coat he hadn't worn since his thirties. He felt conspicuous, absurd, like a tourist who had wandered onto a stage set after the lights had been cut.

The building on East 136th Street had five stories of weathered red brick, fire escapes rusted to the color of dried liver, and an intercom panel where eight of the twelve plastic buttons had been melted with a lighter.

He pressed the buzzer for 3R.

Nothing happened for thirty seconds. He pressed it again, three short bursts.

A speaker crackled, emitting a burst of static that sounded like frying fat.

"Yes?"

Her voice was different through the cheap wire. Thinner. Guarded.

"Emily. It's Grant."

A long silence. The street behind him was quiet except for the wet hiss of tires on asphalt and the distant clatter of an empty delivery truck heading toward the Bruckner Expressway.

"Go away, Grant."

"I was at the registry," he said, speaking close to the metal grill. "I know about the default judgment. I know about the lien."

The static hummed. For ten seconds, he thought she had simply released the button and walked away. Then came a sharp, metallic buzz as the magnetic lock on the inner door clicked open.

The stairwell smelled of boiled cabbage, damp concrete, and the sweet, synthetic scent of dollar-store laundry detergent. The steps were worn down in the center, hollowed by eighty years of tired feet. Grant climbed them two at a time, his chest tight, his lungs burning with an exertion that had nothing to do with physical conditioning.

On the third-floor landing, door 3R stood half an inch ajar.

He pushed it open.

The apartment was perhaps four hundred square feet. The ceiling was low, traversed by a thick cast-iron waste pipe that had been painted white so many times it looked like an ancient bone. There was a single window overlooking an airshaft, through which the gray daylight struggled to illuminate a small drop-leaf table, two folding chairs, and a daybed covered with a faded patchwork quilt.

In the corner, near the radiator that hissed with a steady jet of steam, stood a drafting table.

It was the same drafting table she had used in Gowanus. Its pine top was nicked, stained with sepia ink, and bore the circular ring left by an old brass lamp Grant had dropped during their third move.

Emily sat on the edge of the daybed, her feet propped on an upturned wooden crate filled with paperbacks. She was wearing an oversized gray sweatshirt with the sleeves pushed up to her elbows, and her hair was tied back with a piece of cotton yarn. In the daylight, without the restaurant's dim mood lighting, the blue shadows beneath her eyes looked like bruises.

Beside her, on the drop-leaf table, sat a plastic bowl containing cold oatmeal and a half-empty jar of peanut butter.

Grant stood in the doorway, unable to cross the threshold. The contrast between this room and the conference room where he had spent his morning was so violent it produced a physical nausea in his gut.

"Where is the furniture?" he asked, his voice cracking. "The cedar chest your grandfather made. The Hans Wegner chairs."

"The storage unit in Long Island City was auctioned in March," she said, her hands resting motionless on the high curve of her belly. "I couldn't pay the four hundred and twenty dollars a month after the legal accounts were frozen."

"Why didn't you call me?"

She looked at him then. Not with anger, but with an exhausting, absolute curiosity, as if he were a specimen of some extinct species that had wandered into her kitchen.

"Call you?" she whispered. "Grant, the summons had your name on it. Hale Meridian LP versus Emily Carter Hale. The process server who cornered me outside my mother’s cemetery told me that if I contacted you directly, it would be treated as witness tampering in an active commercial fraud investigation."

Grant felt the blood drain from his ears. "I didn't... Emily, I swear to God on my life, I didn't know."

"You signed the verification, Grant."

"Richard had my power of attorney!"

"Then you didn't care enough to read what you were killing," she said.

The words were spoken without heat. She reached down, picked up a glass of tap water from the floor, took a small sip, and set it back down. The effort of the movement made her breath catch in her throat, a tiny, involuntary gasp of discomfort.

"When did it happen?" he asked, looking at her stomach.

"The baby?"

"The baby."

"He’s due in four weeks," she said. "The doctor at the Lincoln clinic says he’s small, but his heart is strong."

Grant took three steps into the room, his knees trembling slightly. He looked around for somewhere to sit, but the folding chairs looked too flimsy to hold his weight, too temporary for the permanence of what he was looking at.

"Who is the father, Emily?"

She looked up at him, her hazel eyes completely clear in the dim light from the shaft.

"Does it matter?"

"It matters to me."

"Why?" she asked. "Are you looking for another debtor to add to the lien? Are you going to sue him for contributing to the unauthorized maintenance of an ex-wife?"

"Stop it," he begged, the word slipping out before he could stop it. "Please, Emily. Stop."

"No, Grant. You don't get to come into this room, wearing a coat that costs more than my annual rent, and ask for my domestic history. You gave that up. You gave it up when you decided that forty million dollars was more important than having dinner with me on our anniversary. You gave it up when you stopped seeing a human being and started seeing an operational bottleneck."

She stood up slowly, bracing both hands against the edge of the mattress. The child shifted beneath the gray fleece, a distinct, rolling wave that distorted the fabric.

Grant’s breath stopped.

He had never seen that before. When they were married, during the third year, they had tried. There had been two miscarriages, both silent, bloodless disappointments that had ended in clean white hospital rooms with Grant checking his BlackBerry while the nurses adjusted the IV drips. After the second one, he had told her they should wait until the firm was "stable."

Stability had become Series A. Series A had become Series B. Series B had become an eight-hundred-million-dollar machine that consumed eighty hours of his week and left him sleeping in a guest bedroom with his phone resting against his collarbone.

"The baby is yours, Grant," she said.

The world stopped.

The hiss of the radiator vanished. The distant roar of the six train on Southern Boulevard ceased. The entire universe contracted until it was nothing more than the space between his eyes and the small, defiant curve of her chin.

May you like

"What?" he whispered.

"January tenth," she said. "The night your father died in Cleveland."

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