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Chapter 7 - The Ride Home

The cab ride was forty minutes of beautiful, uncomplicated silence.

The city lights gave way to the leafy, older neighborhoods of East Raleigh, where the houses were single-story ranches with wide front porches and ancient oak trees that arched over the pavement like cathedral ceilings. Here, the grass wasn't cut by corporate landscape teams; it was mowed by high school boys earning pocket money on Saturday mornings.

I leaned my head back against the vinyl seat of the cab, watching the rhythmic flash of the streetlamps overhead. Beside me, Marcus sat with his eyes closed. The tension that had held his jaw so tightly for months had completely drained away, leaving him looking exhausted, vulnerable, but remarkably peaceful.

When the cab pulled into my driveway, the motion sensor light clicked on, illuminating the familiar porch: the two white wicker chairs, the hanging basket of Boston ferns, and the brass wind chimes that James had hung the summer before he passed.

Marcus paid the driver and tipped him generously. He helped me out of the car, then retrieved the wooden gift box, which he had carried under his arm like a holy relic.

We walked up the three brick steps. I unlocked the front door with the tarnished brass key that had hung on my keychain since 1984.

The house smelled of home—dried lavender, lemon pledge, old books, and the faint, sweet memory of cinnamon. It was a modest house, paid off fifteen years ago with two teacher's salaries and a lot of careful budgeting. There were no crystal chandeliers, no gold-rimmed plates, no velvet ropes.

Marcus stepped inside, closed the door behind him, and turned the deadbolt. The quiet of the house enveloped us like an old quilt.

He kicked off his polished dress shoes by the mat. He reached up, untied his silk bow tie, pulled it from around his neck, and tossed it onto the entryway table. Then he unbuttoned his collar, letting out a long, ragged exhale that sounded like it had been trapped inside his lungs since his engagement party.

"Let me look at your wrist, Mom," he said softly.

"I'm fine, Marcus. It's just a mark."

"Sit on the couch. Please."

I obeyed. I walked into the living room and sat on the floral sofa that James and I had bought from Sears thirty years ago. Marcus walked into the kitchen. I heard the familiar squeak of the refrigerator door, the rattle of the ice tray, and the running of the tap.

He returned carrying a bowl of cold water, a clean washcloth, and an ice pack wrapped in a tea towel. He knelt on the floor before the coffee table, just as he had done when he was seven years old and had scraped his knees playing football in the street.

He took my wrist and laid the cold cloth across the red abrasions.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

"A little," I admitted. "Mostly it's just sore."

Marcus looked down at my hand. A tear dripped from his chin, landing on the dark velvet of my burgundy skirt.

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"I'm sorry, Mom," he whispered. "I'm so sorry. I brought that into our lives. I brought that poison into our family."

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