Chapter 7 - George's Final Message
The recording was clear, despite the age of the machine. Underneath the sound of Grandpa’s breathing, you could hear the rain hitting the metal roof of the machine shop and the distant, lonely cry of a logging whistle down in the valley.
*"Richard. Eleanor."*
The voice was tired, but it had that iron ballast George Holloway had carried through ninety-one years of life. It filled the foyer, bouncing off the high timber ceilings, soaking into the old pine walls that had witnessed every ounce of their betrayal.
*"If you’re listening to this, it means Arthur has done his job, and you’re standing in my hallway wondering where the money went."*
A short, dry chuckle came through the speaker.
*"You always looked for the money, Richard. Even when you were eight years old, looking through the cushions of my armchair for nickels to spend at the soda shop. You never cared who put the nickels there. You never cared how much sweat it took to earn them. You just thought the world was a machine designed to drop coins into your open hand."*
Richard’s shoulders shook. He didn't look up, but a single, heavy tear dropped from the tip of his nose, striking the wooden floorboard between his shoes.
*"And Eleanor. My girl."*
The voice softened, just a fraction, and for a second, the old, terrible grief in Grandpa’s heart seemed to bleed through the little silver speaker.
*"I built this house for your mother. I cut the cedar myself. I laid the stone for the hearth with my own two hands before you were born. When you left Clara on that porch... I sat in the kitchen until three in the morning, looking at that little girl sleeping on the sofa, waiting for the phone to ring. I told myself your car had broken down. I told myself there had been an accident on Highway 38 and that the highway patrol would be coming up the lane to tell me my daughter was in the hospital."*
The tape hissed for several seconds. You could hear the faint clink of a coffee cup being set down on a wooden table.
*"I waited three months before I let Arthur file the first abandonment notice. Three months, Eleanor. Every morning, I woke that child up, I cooked her oatmeal, and I told her that her mama loved her and was just working hard to make a home for her. I lied to her every single day for ninety days because I couldn't bear to look into those big brown eyes and tell her that her mother had traded her for a lease on a sports car and a suburban country club membership."*
Eleanor dropped her face into her hands. A terrible, keening wail tore out of her throat—not the theatrical shriek of earlier, but the sound of an animal that has finally realized it is caught in a steel trap.
*"You thought Clara was a burden,"* Grandpa’s voice continued, growing stronger, harder, cold as river ice. *"You thought she was a broken little thing with bad lungs and no future. But she wasn't a burden, Eleanor. She was the finest timber this family ever grew. She stayed with me. She learned the woods. She helped me run the mill when my knees gave out. She sat beside me in the ICU when the pneumonia took hold of me three years ago, and she never once asked me what was written in my will."*
The sound of Grandpa taking a long, deep breath came through the speaker.
*"She doesn't owe you anything. Not a penny. Not an hour of her life. Not a single drop of her tears. Everything I have belongs to her, because she earned it by being the only Holloway who understood what a family actually is."*
A pause. Then, the voice turned directly toward Richard.
*"Arthur will give you forty dollars each. That is the price of a bus ticket from Roseburg to Eugene. From Eugene, you can walk, or you can find someone else to lie to. But if I ever hear that you stepped foot past the cattle guard at the bottom of this hill, or if you ever write a single letter to Clara trying to guilt her out of the ground she stands on... Arthur has instructions to release the complete audit of the 2007 logistics trust to the federal prosecutor in Chicago."*
Richard’s head jerked up, his eyes wide with terror.
*"I kept the carbon copies, Richard. All of them. The signatures you forged. The accounts you drained. The affidavits from the bank managers in Peoria. Arthur has them in the safety deposit box at First National. Leave the girl alone, or spend your sixties in a federal penitentiary."*
A click. A rustle of paper.
*"Clara, little bird."*
The voice changed completely. It became the voice that had read me the stories about Paul Bunyan and the Great Salmon of the Umpqua. It became the voice that had sung me to sleep when the thunder rattled the bedroom window.
*"The wood is stacked behind the machine shop. There’s three cords of seasoned oak—enough to keep the parlor stove burning until March. Take care of the old dog. And don't you dare let them make you feel small in your own house."*
*Click.*
The tape deck stopped. The little plastic wheels ceased turning.
Arthur reached down, pressed the eject button, and took the cassette out. He slipped it into his breast pocket, smoothed his lapel, and looked at Richard.
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"The bus leaves the Roseburg depot at two-fifteen," Arthur said quietly. "If you start walking now, you’ll reach the highway junction just as the county transit shuttle comes by."
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