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Chapter 6 - The Visitor at the Gate

By ten o’clock on Saturday morning, the rain had settled into a steady, gray mist that coated the red maple leaves on my lawn like liquid glass.

I was in the front flower bed, wearing my yellow rubber boots, my canvas work gloves, and a heavy wool knit cap that covered the white bandage above my eye. I had my three-tine hand cultivator in my right hand, working the damp mulch around the crowns of my peonies. Peonies need cold dirt and quiet winters if you want them to bloom big as dinner plates in June; you have to clear the dead foliage away before the frost sets in, or the fungus gets into the root eyes and rots them from below.

A white late-model Toyota crossover pulled up to the curb.

It was Diane.

She didn't get out of the car immediately. She sat behind the steering wheel for three or four minutes, checking her rearview mirror, applying fresh lipstick with rapid, frantic strokes, and adjusting the silk scarf knotted around her neck. When she finally stepped out onto the wet asphalt, she was carrying a round glass casserole dish wrapped in a blue kitchen towel, held against her chest like a breastplate.

She walked up the concrete walkway, her designer ankle boots clicking against the flagstones Harold had laid thirty years ago.

“Evelyn,” she called out, her voice pitched in that sweet, vibrating lilt she used when she was trying to convince a restaurant manager to comp her dessert. “Evelyn, dear. Look at you, out in the damp with that head. You really shouldn't be bending over like that with stitches.”

I didn't stand up. I kept my knees planted on the foam kneeling pad, working the cultivator through the wet mulch. “The peonies don't care about stitches, Diane. If they don't get trimmed before the freeze, they don't come back.”

Diane stopped at the edge of the lawn, hovering two feet from my kneeling pad. She held out the casserole dish. The smell of cinnamon and baked apples cut through the smell of damp earth.

“I brought Harold’s favorite,” she said, smiling down at me with eyes that looked like two polished buttons sewn into gray felt. “Dutch apple crisp. With the pecan crumble on top. I remembered how he used to love it when we brought it by for the Fourth of July.”

I slowly set the cultivator down in the bucket. I peeled off my right canvas glove, stood up using the rim of the cedar planter for leverage, and dusted the black soil from the knees of my jeans.

“Harold died four years ago, Diane,” I said, looking her directly in the face. “And he was allergic to pecans. He spent forty-four years carrying an epinephrine pen in his glove compartment because three bites of a pecan would close his windpipe in six minutes.”

Diane’s smile froze. Her hands twitched against the blue towel. “Oh… I… I must have forgotten. Marcus always loved pecans. I must have mixed them up.”

“You didn't mix anything up,” I said. “You’ve never baked an apple crisp in your life. That’s from the bakery counter at the Safeway on Twelfth Street. They use the blue paper liner under the crust. You forgot to peel the barcode sticker off the bottom of the glass dish.”

Diane looked down at the dish in her hands. The red blush crept up from her silk scarf, burning through her foundation until she looked like she had spent an hour under a sunlamp.

She dropped the pleasantries. The casserole dish lowered six inches, no longer an offering, just an awkward weight between her hands.

“Marcus told me you pulled the records on Boise,” she said, her voice dropping into a tight, venomous rasp.

“I did.”

“You had no right to pry into our private affairs, Evelyn. None. That was between Marcus, me, and our lender. What kind of person digs through public bankruptcy filings on her own grandson’s family?”

“The kind of person who doesn't like being told she’s going to die alone by people who are three weeks away from an eviction notice,” I said.

Diane stepped onto the grass, her boots sinking half an inch into the soft turf. “We need twenty-five thousand dollars for Marissa’s bail bondsman, Evelyn. Cash. Today. The jail won't accept a lien on our condo because of the pending foreclosure notice. If we don't post the bond by two o’clock, she has to stay in that concrete tank until the arraignment on Monday morning.”

“Then I suggest you go to the commercial pawnshop on the avenue, Diane. Or sell that white Toyota you’re driving.”

“That car is leased!” she shouted, her voice finally breaking into the shrill, ugly screech that Marissa had inherited so cleanly. “We don't have twenty-five thousand dollars! Don't you understand that? We have nothing! Marcus lost his consulting contract in March! Everything we had went into keeping up appearances so Marissa wouldn't know how bad it was!”

She took another step toward me, her eyes wild, her face contorted in a mixture of rage and terror.

“Tyler is your blood! If Marissa stays in jail, Tyler’s life is ruined! He’ll be fired from the engineering firm! Do you want your only grandson to be the husband of a convicted felon? Do you want his children to grow up visiting their mother in a state reformatory?”

I looked at the house behind her—the high pitched roof, the stone chimney Harold had laid with river rock hauled from the Cowlitz in the back of his pickup, the white trim that I had painted myself with a three-inch brush two summers ago.

“Tyler made his choice when he looked Frank Miller in the eye and lied about who made me bleed,” I said. “He chose you. He chose Marissa. He chose the lie. And now he can live with the consequences of that choice.”

“You’re a monster,” Diane whispered, her hands shaking so hard the casserole dish rattled against its glass lid. “A cold, unfeeling old monster. You never loved that boy. If you loved him, you’d protect him.”

“I protected him for twenty-three years, Diane,” I said, stepping past her toward the front porch. “I protected him from hunger, I protected him from cold, and I protected him from his own stupidity. But I cannot protect him from the rot he invited into his own soul.”

I reached the porch steps, turned around, and looked down at her standing in the rain with her supermarket pie.

“Get off my lawn, Diane. And take your pecans with you. Before I call Frank Miller to come back and write a second citation for criminal trespass.”

Diane stared at me for three long seconds. Then, with a sudden, vicious jerk of her arms, she hurled the glass casserole dish onto the flagstone walkway.

The dish shattered with a dull, wet explosion of baked apples, brown sugar, and jagged glass shards that sprayed across Harold’s carefully laid stones.

She didn't say another word. She turned on her heels, climbed back into her leased Toyota, slammed the door so hard the side mirror vibrated, and tore away from the curb, her tires throwing wet leaves across the driveway.

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I stood on the porch, looking down at the mess on the stones.

Then I walked into the garage, got the hose, and washed the sugar into the dirt.

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