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Chapter 7 - The Audit of Ryan's Illusions

Three days later, I agreed to meet Dad.

Not at my house. Not at his house. But at a crowded, neutral bakery on Maryland Avenue in downtown Annapolis, where the constant clatter of espresso machines and the hum of naval midshipmen guaranteed he couldn't cause a scene.

He was sitting at a corner table when I arrived, an untouched black coffee cooling in front of him. He looked ten years older than his sixty-four years. His hands were folded on the wooden table, the knuckles swollen with arthritis.

I sat down opposite him, ordered a green tea from the counter via the mobile app, and set my phone face down.

“You look tired, Dad.”

He looked up, his eyes rimmed with red. “Your mother hasn't slept in seventy-two hours, Jenna. She’s convinced the entire neighborhood is talking about us.”

“They probably are,” I said smoothly. “Kelsey posted about it on Instagram for five thousand people to see. Miranda’s Cease and Desist forced her to delete it, but the damage was already done.”

Dad winced. “I didn't know Ryan owed that much money, Jenna. I swear to you, I didn't know about the private margin loans.”

“How much have you given him over the last five years, Dad?”

He looked down at his coffee.

“Dad. Give me the number. You’re an engineer. You keep records.”

He swallowed hard. His voice dropped to a barely audible whisper. “Two hundred and eighty thousand dollars.”

I closed my eyes for three seconds, letting the sheer absurdity of the figure settle into my mind. “That was your entire retirement bridge fund. The money that was supposed to cover your healthcare before Medicare kicked in.”

“Eleanor... she kept saying it was his last hurdle,” Dad said, his voice cracking. “Every time he had a new idea—the crypto fund, the luxury logistics consultancy, the commercial real estate platform—she said if we didn't back him, we were failing as parents. She said you didn't need us because you were always so cold and capable.”

“So you punished me for being competent,” I said.

“We didn't mean to punish you!” he protested, leaning forward, his voice rising enough that an older couple at the next table glanced over. “We thought... we thought when the time came, the family would pool together! We thought Ryan would make it big and take care of all of us!”

“Ryan couldn't manage a lemonade stand without losing the pitcher, Dad,” I said with brutal precision. “He has never generated a single dollar of sustainable profit in his adult life. He lives on loans, bravado, and your retirement checks. And when your well ran dry, Mom decided to harvest mine.”

Dad buried his face in his hands. His shoulders shook, but no tears came out—just the dry, rattling gasps of a man facing the total bankruptcy of his life's philosophy.

“What do I do, Jenna?” he whispered through his fingers. “What do I do? The bank is reviewing our home equity line. We might lose the house in Glen Burnie.”

I looked at my father. The anger that had sustained me over the last four days didn't disappear, but it crystallized into something much colder: absolute detachment.

“You sell the Glen Burnie house,” I told him. “You sell it while the market is still high. You pay off the equity line, you take the remaining hundred thousand dollars, and you move into a one-bedroom rental apartment in Pasadena. You cut Ryan off completely. You take Mom’s credit cards away, and you file for Social Security.”

“Your mother will never survive a one-bedroom apartment,” he breathed.

“Then she can move to Florida with Kelsey and sleep on an air mattress,” I said. “Because I am not writing a single check. Not for five dollars. Not for five thousand. If you ask me for financial help, Dad, I will walk out of this coffee shop and you will never see me again.”

He looked at me with profound sorrow. “You’ve completely cut us out of your heart, haven't you?”

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“No,” I replied, standing up and sliding my phone into my pocket. “I’ve simply audited the books. And your account has a zero balance.”

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