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Chapter 4 - The Archive of Lies

I spent the night in Margaret’s study.

Her small craftsman bungalow on Pine Needle Lane smelled of cedar, dried lavender, and the faint, sweet tang of tobacco from the pipe my father had smoked before his death twelve years ago. The house was quiet in a way that felt sacred, an oasis of dignity compared to the cheap theatrical cruelty of the afternoon.

I did not take off the wedding dress until three in the morning. When I finally unzipped it, I let it drop to the floor in a heap and stepped out of it as if it were contaminated skin. I put on my mother’s oversized flannel shirt and sat behind her oak desk, pulling her laptop toward me.

The notifications on my phone had never stopped.

When I finally unlocked the screen, there were forty-two text messages, sixteen missed calls from Ethan, eight from his mother, and four from Zoe. But it was the public sphere that told the real story.

I opened Zoe’s Instagram profile.

The photo at the bakery had gathered six hundred likes.

*“My best friend is freaking out about her big day, so her amazing man drove across town with me to grab the cake she forgot. He’s earning serious husband points today.”*

The comments beneath it were an exhibition of thoughtless cruelty:

*“Omg you guys look like the actual couple haha!”*

*“Why does he look happier with you than in his engagement pics tho???”*

*“Zoe, pale blue is YOUR color!”*

And then, posted at 3:42 p.m.—five minutes before my mother took her final breath—was the photo at the pier.

Ethan had Zoe lifted slightly off the ground, her head tilted back, her hands holding the lace edges of my veil against the wind. The caption read: *“Since the ceremony got delayed, we might as well make the outfits worth it.”*

Underneath that post, at 4:20 p.m., Ethan’s sister had commented: *“Wait, did you guys already do the ceremony?? Where is Claire?”*

To which Zoe had replied: *“Claire is being a total bridezilla today, had to give her some space lol!”*

*Lol.*

I took screenshots of every single image, every single comment, every timestamp. I saved them to an encrypted cloud drive, labeled simply: *August 24.*

Then I opened Ethan’s cloud backup on the desktop computer.

We had shared an Apple ecosystem for four years. Our shared drives were linked across two MacBooks and an iPad. Ethan was an arrogant man, and arrogant men are notoriously sloppy with digital footprints because they never believe they will be caught.

I didn't have to dig deep.

In a folder labeled *Taxes 2023*, tucked inside an archive marked *Receipts*, there were dozens of synchronized photo streams that had never appeared on his public feed.

Photographs from June: Ethan and Zoe at a rooftop bar in Charlotte, taken on a weekend when he told me he was attending a regional commercial real estate seminar.

Photographs from July: Zoe in a black bikini on a boat at Lake Norman, her sunglasses reflecting Ethan’s grinning face as he held a beer toward the camera.

And then, text message logs synced through the iMessage bridge.

*July 14, 11:22 p.m.*

**Ethan:** *She’s so depressed lately. Her mom’s treatments are draining everything. It’s like living with a ghost.*

**Zoe:** *I know, babe. It’s hard on you. You shouldn't have to carry all that negative energy. Come over?*

**Ethan:** *On my way.*

*August 18, 9:15 a.m.*

**Ethan:** *Now she wants this fake wedding in the hospice hall. It’s completely morbid. I don't want my friends seeing me do a charity ceremony in a basement.*

**Zoe:** *Just play along for an hour so she doesn't lose her mind, then we’ll ditch and get drinks. You deserve a medal for putting up with this.*

I stared at the glowing screen until the letters blurred into black lines.

There was no rage. Rage is a fire that requires oxygen, and inside me, every trace of breathable air had been replaced by arctic ice. There was only a profound, crystalline clarity.

They had not been delayed by traffic. They had not been running errands for cake.

They had orchestrated an exit because they found my dying mother’s final wish *inconvenient and morbid*. They had turned her death into a background prop for their burgeoning, cowardly affair.

May you like

I closed the laptop, clicked it shut, and looked out the window as the first pale light of dawn touched the pine trees in the yard.

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